Charlotte York is the name of one of the characters on Sex and the City. She is played by Kristin Davis. You can think what you want about Sex and the City, but I think it was a fantastic series and movie. Yes, my feelings are probably accentuated by the fact that I lived in NYC while the show ran on HBO. But it is also a great show about female friendship and what we deal with in the dating scene.
Anyway, after some contemplation and time, I have decided to re-join the world of the singletons. I found myself in a relationship and it just isn't quite what I wanted. Even if someone seems to be right on paper, sometimes there are things that aren't quite right for you. I certainly don't expect perfection. I am not perfect. But there are somethings that are really important to me. I am not 25 anymore. I have had enough life experience at this point to know: (1) guys don't change and (2) if this isn't right it means there is someone better out there for me. Keep in mind, this wasn't an easy decision. It is easy to type this but still difficult to process.
Anyhoo, a good friend pointed out last night that part of the hurt is finding yourself single again. And it is true. What a pain. (And for my married friends, yes, I realize the grass is always greener.) She then reminded me of the famous Charlotte York quote-
"I've been dating since I was fifteen.
I'm exhausted.
Where is he?"
I feel a little like that right about now.
Love you:)
Posted by: tracey | February 18, 2010 at 08:12 PM